Javelina Jundred Second Attempt

Even without a buckle, my heart is full. More than a finisher medal, the best part of Javelina was having friends from different parts of my life come together. They left behind their significant other, furry babies and life routines to support me in the Sonoran desert in AZ. They didn’t know each other before this weekend, but they left with new friendships, memories, and some pretty funny trail stories. That’s the magic.

This was my redemption attempt at the Javelina Jundred. Spoiler: I DNF’d again. This time, I ran and hiked 76 miles through the Sonoran desert, saw old trail friends, made new ones, and brought together some of my favorite people. That’s a win in my book.

The Loops

Loop 1: Cold and perfect weather. Cruised at 11:30 pace. Felt like a rockstar.

Loop 2: Hottest part of the day. Walked the first 10 miles uphill, then rallied to finish right on my estimated time, on the back half, which was downhill.

Loop 3: Darkness. And I don’t do well in the dark—but this time I had Alexis pacing me. Having her by my side kept me moving, and even though the night was tough, we still managed steady 12–13 min miles on the downhill, a small victory.

Loop 4: The tough one. Kathleen paced me here, and I was so thankful for her support. Unfortunately, I fell into a deep dark spot I just couldn’t climb out of. Missing my chocolate covered coffee beans didn’t help, and I was basically sleepwalking. I eventually dropped at Rattlesnake aid station—but that was all me. Kathleen did everything she could to keep me going, and I’m grateful she was there.

What I Took Away

Even without finishing, this race gave me so much. I was reminded how important community is, and how much stronger I feel with friends by my side. I learned that I can still push through miles of desert heat, darkness, and fatigue—and that even when my body gives in, the people around me lift me up. It’s not always about redemption or buckles; sometimes it’s about knowing when to stop, appreciating the journey, and recognizing the gift of having people who show up for you no matter the outcome.

To my friends—you made this weekend unforgettable. Thank you for showing up, for your energy, and for reminding me why I love this crazy community.

And finally, huge thanks to the race director and the countless volunteers who make Javelina happen. The aid stations, the cheers, the organization—none of this would be possible without you.

I didn’t earn a buckle, but I left with something better: memories, connection, and a heart full of gratitude.